lemonsLemonade.. not a big fan. Typically, lemonade is either to sweet or to bland…for me. I don’t like lemonade, especially from bad lemons. When life gives me lemons..I never want to make lemonade…I get mad. Then I laugh. Then I cry. Then I throw the lemons away. I really don’t like being told to make lemonade out of life’s lemons. If life is throwing lemons..something is wrong. Either something is wrong with self or some external negative influence is raining on your parade. Either way I’m not going to be busy making a drink. First, I’m going to look at myself and see if I am manifesting bad lemons. If its me then I need to get busy look at myself. However, I am learning to not just assume that it is all me. Our lives are constantly impacted by those around us. Not everyone is on the up and up honest path. We’re all here for different purposes and we all have responsibility for our lives but also how we impact one another and their paths. We are all connected and have responsibility for our actions and how we affect ourselves and others. Ultimately, it all comes down to us as individuals. We will all see ourselves and our actions clearly one day. I genuinely want to be one who has created more light than dark while here in this cruddy body on Earth. I don’t want to look back and review my life with sorrow. I want to be humble and as guiltless as possible when I meet my maker. I want be confident that I was a vessel of hope, love and happiness in this existence. Lemons..HA!! Not concerned to much about all the little stuff here. Im concerned more with the parts of me that will move on and reconnect with my God. But for now, I’m here…struggling to smile and be joyful looking at this life that is painful and beautiful and unknowing. I have faith! In More! Beyond this destination!

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When life gives you lemons..make lemonade.

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